I have been loving my pregnancy till now... i want this little one out!!! I didn't feel like this with Jacob till i was ready to pop. I swear each day gets harder and harder to move around or do anything, maybe because im way bigger with this one or because i have a 2 year old that wants my attention every second of the day and who has stop taking naps since January. All i have to say is we are almost there.
Lately i have been feeling very anxious for this little one to come i keep having these prefect dreams of me holding him and just loving on this little one. Somedays i wake up crying because my dreams are about to come true in the next few weeks. Pregnancy is so long i wish it was half as long. Stephen is extremely excited and can't wait for his 2nd son to arrive he loves on my tummy everyday. He is such a good daddy to jacob and i know he will be the same with this little guy.
Jacob has been starting to get more interested in my huge belly and thinks it's funny that mama's shirts arent fitting anymore. He sometimes looks at me and says eww. (Thanks jakey poo for that). Jacob is so sweet he loves to help rub lotion on my tummy and afterwards kisses my tummy and says "all done baby" He loves his little brother and im waiting to see what he will do when they meet for the first time. I think he has grasp the concept that there is a baby coming, which i was nervous that he didnt really get it but he totally does.
3 weeks and counting, all i have to say is i hope the end of this pregnancy goes well and im praying that my labor goes a hell of a lot smoother.
Im so blessed that heavenly father has given me such a wonderful blessing to be a mom to these boys. I love them with all my heart, they are my life and i treasure every moment.
SO READY TO BE DONE!!! 36 weeks
